But the moment when the instructor gets out of the plane and the student
sits preparing for his
first unaccompanied takeoff begins a several-minute portion of life no
one who has been through it
ever forgets. As a student preparing for a solo, you know that once you
push in the throttle and get
far enough down the runway that you can't just cut the power and stop the
plane, there is absolutely
no way out of the situation other than accomplishing a landing by yourself.
It highlights the tension
between the supposedly logical left side of the brain, which knows you
can do this because you have
done it dozens of times with the instructor watching, and the right side,
which is thinking: My God,
we're going to die! The first solo flight I took is currently the most
vivid of the many "firsts" in my
life. No doubt that's mainly because it's the most recent, but it is also
because pushing in the
throttle and thinking, "Let's go," is such an act of will.
-- From the First Chapter of `Free Flight' by James Fallows.